Category: NDIS

Posted in NDIS, Struggle, Thoughts

I had a successful NDIS review

Posted on by Private Person

Thursday August 6, I had a phone review of my NDIS plan. Its more funding than before, which I am very grateful for. But, I’m just worried and anxious that things won’t turn out well and that I’ll be stuck like before.

I really need help because I’m no anxious and nervous and I don’t know why. I hate where I live and I’m stuck until I can find somewhere else to live.

I really want to live on flat ground, I hate living on a hill, I want to have land and space and not be cramped up, with even more fancy houses being built in what was a poor town that is now suddenly trendy.

I really hope it works out this time. I want to have a some what “normal life” and have friends, travel, work and sell my paintings. I want to happy like everyone else so hope I can find that soon.

(c) ASD and me 2020.

Posted in Covid 19, NDIS, Struggle, Thoughts

WTF is happening in the world.

Posted on by Private Person

I can’t believe its been over a month since I posted. A lot has happened, but yet, nothing happened.

I’ve had a lot of trouble with the LAC company. They kept calling me trying to force me into a review I’m not ready for, 2 months earlier than scheduled. After 4 phone calls, they succeeded. I have a phone appointment with some nobody from the company I despise now and my good support coordinator who I demanded has to be included.

I even called the NDIA and told them I want his name added to my file so he can speak on my behalf.

Also, the unprofessional company who “has a contract with the government” keeps telling me I’m stuck with them and can not change. Bullshit! I called the NDIA and they said I can go to a different company. The one I chose is about an hours drive away, but I don’t care. I can drive there and go shopping as well or they can drive to my house.

I’m tired of being bullied by nobodies who think they know better and who are afraid of losing money. I know they think they can bully disabled people, but they’re not doing it to me.

I’m so afraid of losing my funding. I haven’t done anything yet and it might be cancelled next week. The SC said not to worry you won’t lose your funding, but I’m not sure.

Also, WTF do people keep just walking around like nothing has changed? Like China didn’t release all hell on the world. And acting like social distancing isn’t a thing. I wish social distancing was a law all the time.

And I can’t even start on what’s happening in America. People looting, destroying lives and terrorising innocent people. If I was really religious, I would say it’s the end of days. I think this year alone, bushfires, Covid 19, riots, stupids jerks running loose, covid has brought out the worse in people.

Good news: I finally bought a bed. Yeah! I’m like a real person now. Sleeping up in the air, 50cms off the cold floor. Not having to lie on rags like a dog. Good times.

(c) ASD and me 2020.

Posted in Frustrated Aspie, NDIS, Thoughts

I still have no idea what’s happening

Posted on by Private Person

I just wrote a complaint letter to the LAC company. It took me over an hour to write and I kept editing, cutting, moving, retyping, to make sure it was as good as I can get it. I guess I can make it better but I wanted to send it because I had bad sleep last night and it was on my mind this morning when I was woken early.

I hate the LAC and the company. I have no idea why the NDIA won’t cancel my contract with them and go with someone else. They say it is up to us what providers we choose, then why can’t I change?

I’m just meant to be grateful with the crumbs that are thrown my way. I know I’ve said that before, but its true. I really feel like they don’t care. I’m trapped and I need help. But when I ask for it I’m denied, or told I already have “enough” or that I don’t qualify for more help.

I’m so tired of this. Thinking of it makes my brain exhausted and I can’t make a proper thought. The fog thickens and the bees start buzzing louder and I can’t see or hear above the din.

I doubt the LAC company will do anything about my complaint. These companies are usually incompetent, so I’m not holding my breath for a miracle.

(c) ASD and me 2020.