Month: September 2021

I found on the 17th I had skin cancer.

Firstly, I had to sit in the waiting room which was cramped, even with the social distancing. The hallway was filled with people waiting for their “vaccine” shots. I normally sit in the front room. It has no heating or air con, but its quieter, so I take the sacrifice.

Now its Monday 20th and I’m still stressed. Its hard to sleep and concentrate. I really just want this over and done with so I can move on and stop stressing.

We plan to go for a holiday when this is over and I’m fully healed.

Hopefully when I see the specialist tomorrow, he can see me to operate as soon as possible.

I can’t stand these stupid lockdowns. I really want to run away. I’m so stressed. NA bf keeps being and abusive dickhead. i just hate it here! I need to leave.

I also had a biopsy on Friday and now I’m afraid i’ll have cancer. I really dont want cancer. now i have no friends and no one to talk to. I’m so depressed and cry all the time now.