Month: August 2020

Posted in Covid 19

Still waiting and I had a Covid test.

Posted on by Private Person

Its been over 2 weeks since my NDIS review was approved.

I’m still waiting for my support coordinator to find someone to clean my house and take me places. I really need help to get things going. I really want to try swimming to lose some weight and to become fitter. I tried to find help on my own and found it extremely difficult.

I’m really hoping that this year will be different. I dont think the NDIS will give me funding for a third year if I don’t use the finding this year.

I’m really hating being stuck at home all the time becasue of covid. I’m terrified that NSW will be shut down like Melbourne. I couldn’t stand being trapped again for endless days, weeks, months.

I already had a Covid test. It felt like a stick was stabbing my brain. I thought they just touched the inside of my nose, maybe steal some snot, but no, they really shove it up there. Its a bit painful for a few seconds but otherwise it was over quickly.

I’ve had an MRI so this was nothing. If you suspect that you have symptoms, go have the test. I put it off for over a month and my partner said I was a hypochondriac, but I don’t care. I wanted to make sure I didn’t have it, for my own peace of mind.

I felt better when I was home and even better when I received my results 2 days later. It was negative of course. I’m still glad I did it.

(c) ASD and me 2020.

Posted in NDIS, Struggle, Thoughts

I had a successful NDIS review

Posted on by Private Person

Thursday August 6, I had a phone review of my NDIS plan. Its more funding than before, which I am very grateful for. But, I’m just worried and anxious that things won’t turn out well and that I’ll be stuck like before.

I really need help because I’m no anxious and nervous and I don’t know why. I hate where I live and I’m stuck until I can find somewhere else to live.

I really want to live on flat ground, I hate living on a hill, I want to have land and space and not be cramped up, with even more fancy houses being built in what was a poor town that is now suddenly trendy.

I really hope it works out this time. I want to have a some what “normal life” and have friends, travel, work and sell my paintings. I want to happy like everyone else so hope I can find that soon.

(c) ASD and me 2020.