Category: Angry Autie

Posted in Angry Autie, ASD, Autism, Struggle, Thoughts

She said we were friends…

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I still feel so betrayed by my community visitor person. She said we were good friends and acted like we were. I trusted her and told her about my secrets and showed her my drawings. I opened up more to her than I have to any other person. So how was this bravery on my part rewarded?

She stabbed me in the back!

I’ve mentioned before how she took my photo without my permission and printed it in the paper, especially after I had said no many times. So she knew, she just didn’t care. She was just pretending to be my friend and care about me for money.

Now I can’t sleep and my appetite is erratic. I was trying to eat healthy, but now its really difficult to even decide what to eat or have the energy to cook.

I’m so confused about what happened, I have no one to talk to about it and I have no closure. She’s not even a real psychologist, but pretended to be for money I guess.

Did they think they could trick me out of my funding? I still have no idea.

What I do have are sleepless nights full of tossing, turning and crying. I’m worse off than I was before and my depression has worsened.

But nothing has happened to her, her life is still fine. She still has a family and a job where she can manipulate and use people for her own means and get away with it.

I don’t know how to proceed. How do I get past this massive Mount Everest sized betrayal?

(c) ASD and me 2021.

She said we were friends…
Posted in Angry Autie, Struggle, Thoughts

Beware the lying psychologist pretending to be a friend!

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Last year I was so scared, worried, anxious, stressed, depressed, sad with an endless list of emotions.

This year though started out good. I had a community visitor to help me with things. She helped me arrange an art show, which was extremely stressful for me and made me want to run away and cry. I sold 4 paintings which was nice, but then I spent the money on art supplies, so now I’m broke again with no way to sell paintings now. I thought I could sell them as a career, but I guess I’m stuck again being unemployed.

Then she told me that an article had been written about me in the paper and had basically doxxed me! I had said a million times I do NOT want my name and photo taken. So what do my psychologist and and CV do? Take my fucking photo behind my back and print it in the paper, with my first name and that I’m an NDIS client!

I sent angry messages to both of them asking why this had happen. The CV replied saying the usual bullshit excuses, but I’m not falling for it.

I wrote an email the the minister for the NDIS Stuart Robert and I received a reply. I also think I’ll write to the department of Heath and the news becasue I think her medical licence needs to be reviewed.

Who the fuck do they think they are?? I said NO a million times, I do not want my name in the paper or an article written. But snakes do whatever underhanded shit they want to to promote their companies. Who gives a fuck if they’re disabled client says no? The stupid morons dont know what they want, its up to us to force them into a cage for their “protection” and tell them what they want.

Now I can’t trust psychologists, which really sucks because I really need to talk to one about the shit that happened. I have no help at all now. My funding will probably be cancelled, then I’ll be like I was in 2019, depressed and disabled.

(c)ASD and me 2021.

Posted in Angry Autie, ASD, Autism, Frustrated Aspie, Thoughts

Stop using Autism as an insult!

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Wow, he’s such a herpes head!

She’s such a quadriplegic!

You’re such a heat rash!

My legs hurt today, I need a wheelchair!

You’re such a Lyme head!

I forgot my books, I’m so autistic today!

(And my favourite)

Isn’t everyone just a bit Autistic?

Have you ever said anything as silly ignorant and hurtful? No, them I’m sure you’re a good person. If you have ever said anything like this, then why?

I’ve been noticing a disturbing trend lately, mainly online. Its people making hurtful comments about Mental Illness, especially Autism. I’ve seen and heard many comments in Youtube videos and the comment section of people using Autism as an insult. It seems to be becoming the new “retard” or “spastic’. I don’t like either of those words, but at least they don’t shine a spotlight on a specific illness.

Why is mental illness used like a punching bag? I don’t hear anyone making jokes about wheelchairs or people with Spina Bifida. No one would say “I wish I had a Chari 1 malformation” or “I wish I had Rickets so I could use a walking stick”.

These insults are very harmful and hurtful to people who actually have these illnesses. If you have these illnesses yourself or know someone who does, stand up for them. Tell the bully that bullying is not acceptable so they need to find other more appropriate words to express themselves. Maybe you need to buy these people a Dictionary and a Thesaurus to help them learn new words.

Mental Illness or any illness are not your punch line, so stop using them as one.

©ASD plus me 2019.